I need to talk to Travis about getting a good design for this thing.
I'm at work, but not too busy. Need to file away November still, but plenty of time for that.
Things are shifting at The Office. Not sure if we are growing or if things are just changing. My coworker seems excited, but she's excitable. I will wait and see.
A veces I feel trapped here, since I signed that five-year contract, but I have to remember how much The Desk Job has poured into me and stood by me. I'm already almost through my first year, and in four more years I'll be 34 - hardly old. Plenty young enough to move on if things haven't become what I hoped here.
What do I hope? I hope for more challenges, and I also hope for more structure and clarity. I want to feel like what I do matters more than putting in time and getting out dollars. I don't really care if I make a lot of money. I know that runs contrary to so many people's idea of the purpose of working anything better than a blue collar job. The truth is, I'm just an intelligent blue-collar person, and my talents are better exercised behind a desk than behind a conveyor belt or in a field.
Anyway I started this entry at 3:30 and it's almost 5pm now. I guess it's good that I can still get heartily distracted by my work. Sometimes I feel pretty bored here.
Good things are coming, though. My mom is moving closer (into my home for a while, even) and baby will be ready to see daylight in about five months. So much unsettled, but that's okay. Seasons for everything.
3:30 pm - Tuesday, Dec. 08, 2015
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